“Dont feel guilty if you dont know what to do with your life…the most interesting people I know didnt know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still dont.”
| — | from Baz Luhrman’s Sunscreen Speech |
I know I have been blabbing about unemployment for the past few blog entries. And I'm sorry. But it felt like I left a comfort zone for something unfamiliar and uncertain. I am never the risk-taker. I always go for what's safe. Kaya siguro wala pa akong boyfriend. Hehe!
But kidding aside, I resigned because I needed time to prepare. I need time to reREAD all my notes from college, I need to review, I need to focus and I need time to do all these things. I may not be able to tell you right now what I WILL BE DOING in a snap. Give me 5 minutes to collect my thoughts because I'm at the stage of re-evaluating what I really want to do.
I am fickle minded. And I usually make the wrong decisions. But I stick to it. Will I be happy with sticking with my wrong decisions? I don't know. But that's where I get my self-worth. Believe it or not. I find happiness in standing my ground when it comes to my decisions. May it be right or wrong.
I know I won't end up miserable. Even if the thought of it scares the shit out of me.
Carpe diem!
No one is gonna end up miserable. :) cozy monroy true friend. things will make sense eventually.
ReplyDeletei hope zow!:D hahahaha! cozy monroy!
ReplyDeletepsssssssssssst. :) i believe in dreams, i believe in miracles, i believe that toy balloons can reach and touch the moon. but you know what else? i believe in you! :D
ReplyDeleteBWAHAHAHAHAHHAA! SABAW MO JACE!!
ReplyDeletebut thank you! (az alwayz!)
:)